Forcing It Would Only Hurt Her
She never had to force what was for her. As much as she wanted to make things happen, she knew it was wise to do her part and let go of the need to control the rest. God does not need the assistance. She understood that no one needed her help to initiate what she was looking for. As soon as she let go of the control, she quickly received what she needed in the most magical way that only God could provide it to her.